January 2011
27 posts
Morning Thought:
If I were to open up my own hair removal salon, I would call it ‘Snatch Wax’
Pillows
In the past, I have gone to church to find the occassional answer. I’m not quite sure if in the past I’ve recieved the answer. I think this time He answered. It might not be the answer that I wanted, but it is clear as day.
So now, I pretty much have to shed EVERYTHING. It’s almost as though I have to move to Copenhagen and start a new. I have to leave everything Vallejo made...
It’s a coffee, Gatorade, and concealer morning.
Oh Yeah?
Let’s play. Your move…
“Pain into Purpose”
– Fran Drecher
“Bourbon relieves physical manifestaions of internal problems”
– CM
Adele – “Rolling In The Deep” (Jamie xx Remix) f/...
Right now, hate sex or retail therapy is in order. Since I have access to neither. Pizza and gym will have to do.
Head and Heart
My dad used to say “if it’s far from your heart or your head, you’ll be fine.” This time it was my head first. But nothing like heartbreak to forget about that concussion.
“Fuck my heart… I want my soul to fall in love!”
– Me
Best Indie Football Movie Ever
I had some crazy epiphany in the shower the other day. I realized “the truth shall set me free.” I know it’s a cliche, but nothing rang truer in my ear. It told me to just say and do everything I FEEL… Not THINK. I’m such a logical person, I’ve thought with my head a majority of my life. It hasn’t brought me happiness, merely contentment.
Over the years, I’ve held so much back to spare others’...
“Gonna Find My Love” - Brandy
Yes....
“Only Girl” (Rihanna Cover)- Ellie...
2011... Hopefully.
Overview
2011 is all about showing Virgo the money. Being the bona fide workaholic of the zodiac, you have certainly earned your right to demand the six figures through long hours and heaps of your own blood, sweat and tears over the past several years. And you’ve certainly suffered enough losses and endured enough tests of faith in the financial department to prove your substance. As...
Managing expectations
I’ve always been a better writer when my world is in upheaval.
Parts of my life have now become an open book. Maybe to now be picked up by someone and learned from. Hopefully it will bring someone solace one day, as previous writing have done for me.
Yesterday, I opened my heart like I haven’t done in a long time. Now, I don’t normally follow my heart… Cause in the past, I’ve learned that it...
Go figure...
MEMO FOR VIRGO
All the rules you grew up with regarding men, women, love, sex, commitment and so on are there to be questioned in the first three months of 2011. The automatic acceptance of the ‘best’ or ‘only’ or ‘right’ way to have a love life will become a thing of the past. That was then, this is now should become your mantra. It’s possible that your issue is a rival, enemy or opponent of...
Snow
It’s a lot like love. It falls from everywhere, beautiful and pure. It blankets the ground, and all you want to do is jump into it. Let it swallow you whole. But if it doesn’t keep snowing, that top layer hardens, turning into ice. Now it can go either way, it can remain on the ground and slowly melt into the earth to create lush spring. Or if can be run over by cars, over and over...
Gotta get low to get high again.
I finally did it. I put in the deposit to a new place. I barely held it together. I left with a smile, but I wanted to throw up. Luckily it was night time in NYC as I strode briskly to the corner of 28th and 5th and let the tears stream down my face. Nobody could see it in the cover of night. I was sad, hurt, excited and scared all at the same time. I just had to believe that I was doing the right...
“And what happens when you find out your rock is really sandstone?”
“I’d rather live my life regretting what I did do, as opposed to what I...”
– Somewhere on TV 